Monday, July 2, 2012
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
06/01/2010
The photo of me is of me in the tie-dye given to me by my fellow workers on my retirement. They wrote on the shirt but that does not show up in photos.
Courtney is staying at her mother's and I am so happy. I know that this cannot continue but for the moment I know that she is safe.
I am bringing forward some thoughts I wrote of Starlight News but the thoughts are purely political not so astrological so I am posting them here instead:
I cannot stand the phrase "nothing can be done until August". We don't know that this will happen in August nor for that matter that we can't come to a solution earlier or for that matter the August point may not work out.
In this time the attempts by the GOP to hang Obama is so pitiful and disgusting.
I am praying that this is a time of turning in regards to Gaza. That the world will now see what the Israeli government has done there. What shame the Israeli government carries.
Courtney is staying at her mother's and I am so happy. I know that this cannot continue but for the moment I know that she is safe.
I am bringing forward some thoughts I wrote of Starlight News but the thoughts are purely political not so astrological so I am posting them here instead:
I cannot stand the phrase "nothing can be done until August". We don't know that this will happen in August nor for that matter that we can't come to a solution earlier or for that matter the August point may not work out.
In this time the attempts by the GOP to hang Obama is so pitiful and disgusting.
I am praying that this is a time of turning in regards to Gaza. That the world will now see what the Israeli government has done there. What shame the Israeli government carries.
Monday, May 31, 2010
05/31/2010
Posting something I wrote for Astroworld but then realized that it is too long for that.
I wish I could participate in one of the Memorial Days of my childhood. We would all go respectfully and excitedly to the "graveyard" with our flowers and place them on the graves of our family members and the strangers from somewhere else would salute and shoot their big Army rifles and the preacher would pray and we, the kids would learn about brothers, sisters,uncles,aunts who died before we knew them. And the richest man laid under his marble blanket and mother would chuckle saying that he would have a hard time getting out of that to meet Jesus. And then we would go home for picnics and company and card playing and the sweet scent of the peonies mama bought for our family graves still in the house because she saved a few out just for us and what a huge treat they were.
I wish I could participate in one of the Memorial Days of my childhood. We would all go respectfully and excitedly to the "graveyard" with our flowers and place them on the graves of our family members and the strangers from somewhere else would salute and shoot their big Army rifles and the preacher would pray and we, the kids would learn about brothers, sisters,uncles,aunts who died before we knew them. And the richest man laid under his marble blanket and mother would chuckle saying that he would have a hard time getting out of that to meet Jesus. And then we would go home for picnics and company and card playing and the sweet scent of the peonies mama bought for our family graves still in the house because she saved a few out just for us and what a huge treat they were.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
05/27/2010
Soooo- listening to the President explain himself. He is a natural cool dude and the worse things get the cooler he appears. Jeez!! folk really want to blame him for all of this where as I see that we are all to blame at least those of us who live at such a high level of wealth and ease. I cannot imagine that the Obama administration is not hustling and doing what they can to get this "under control".
Helen Thomas on his ass (as she should be) about Afghanistan. I hate all the death and destruction on Iraq and Afghanistan. I don't feel as though they are the enemy just fucking unfortunate that their country is where the Big Boys want to go. I imagine we now have enemies there that didn't grow up hating us but do now due to the killing and maiming and destruction caused by our bombs.
Helen Thomas on his ass (as she should be) about Afghanistan. I hate all the death and destruction on Iraq and Afghanistan. I don't feel as though they are the enemy just fucking unfortunate that their country is where the Big Boys want to go. I imagine we now have enemies there that didn't grow up hating us but do now due to the killing and maiming and destruction caused by our bombs.
05/27/2010
Uranus into Aries today. Perhaps a "plug" is in place. Everyone hates Obama over this because the right wingers have been VERY busy making sure that people think of this as "Obama's Katrina". I am posting a rant from Starlight News that was really inappropriate to post there.
I personally am sick of hearing the Obama haters screaming about how the "government" especially Obama is not doing the right stuff in the Gulf of Mexico. What do people want? Some assholish strutting around with a cod piece saying "I am in charge!!!"
I was grieving on day one and talking about this before anyone else was taking this seriously and I know that the people who are in positions of power and responsibility are doing EVERYTHING they can and Obama has never been a strutter.
I believe that this is an attempt to hang this on Obama as "his Katrina" and the folk who hate him and never voted for him and consider him a traitor/Muslim/socialist/turncoat now want him and his government to fix what cannot be fixed.
I am thankful for the news this morning but this is not addressing the damage. I believe that this administration will make advances and changes but not now there is SO much trouble everywhere right now.
This is probably such an inappropriate rant but I am weary of the destruction of Obama. I have some real misgivings about Obama's decisions but then I do always have these misgivings toward the rich and powerful as they push nature and humans around and steal the cake and then blame the workers or immigrants or whoever has to wear the dunce hat in any season.
I personally am sick of hearing the Obama haters screaming about how the "government" especially Obama is not doing the right stuff in the Gulf of Mexico. What do people want? Some assholish strutting around with a cod piece saying "I am in charge!!!"
I was grieving on day one and talking about this before anyone else was taking this seriously and I know that the people who are in positions of power and responsibility are doing EVERYTHING they can and Obama has never been a strutter.
I believe that this is an attempt to hang this on Obama as "his Katrina" and the folk who hate him and never voted for him and consider him a traitor/Muslim/socialist/turncoat now want him and his government to fix what cannot be fixed.
I am thankful for the news this morning but this is not addressing the damage. I believe that this administration will make advances and changes but not now there is SO much trouble everywhere right now.
This is probably such an inappropriate rant but I am weary of the destruction of Obama. I have some real misgivings about Obama's decisions but then I do always have these misgivings toward the rich and powerful as they push nature and humans around and steal the cake and then blame the workers or immigrants or whoever has to wear the dunce hat in any season.
Sunday, May 23, 2010
05/24/2010
Happy birthday to me-these years the Solar Return happens on 5/24 and will happen I think sometime during the night this year. Waiting for Treme by watching a Beowulf movie. thinking that if there had been some visuals when I was struggling through it in 9th grade English perhaps things would have gone better for me. Doubt it but a thought.
On to the personal again. I have been knowing some forgiveness of myself for the tragedy of my teen years. Could never forgive myself,took on all the responsibility and blame and could never therefore forgive myself. These days I am seeing that YES!! I was already a mother and I loved my children and I did what I could but I was overwhelmed by the collective weight. I rejected my parents becoming aware socially and resenting them for my consignment to the lower classes. I envied Wayne his small,beautiful,refined mother and wanted her for my mother. I envied his clean and smooth home. I feared him with his demand for sex for which I was not yet ready but I was so afraid of going on my own in a social milieu for which I was not prepared and which my parents kept saying I could handle but I could not and I was haunted by the sexual trauma of my early childhood.
These days I am seeing my own reality. Accepting what is mine and accepting what isn't mine and now having a peace inside that I have not had since I was around four years old.
On to the personal again. I have been knowing some forgiveness of myself for the tragedy of my teen years. Could never forgive myself,took on all the responsibility and blame and could never therefore forgive myself. These days I am seeing that YES!! I was already a mother and I loved my children and I did what I could but I was overwhelmed by the collective weight. I rejected my parents becoming aware socially and resenting them for my consignment to the lower classes. I envied Wayne his small,beautiful,refined mother and wanted her for my mother. I envied his clean and smooth home. I feared him with his demand for sex for which I was not yet ready but I was so afraid of going on my own in a social milieu for which I was not prepared and which my parents kept saying I could handle but I could not and I was haunted by the sexual trauma of my early childhood.
These days I am seeing my own reality. Accepting what is mine and accepting what isn't mine and now having a peace inside that I have not had since I was around four years old.
Friday, May 21, 2010
05/21/2010
Posting something I wrote for Astroworld but it really is commentary and not astrological so too long for that site.QOP- thank you for the reminder of how it has been for the people of Iran. I for one have never forgotten. Also fellow dear citizens I have not forgotten WHY certain folk have turned to the militant hating Islam. I wonder what we would do with our Christianity if our towns were blown up and every way out of town and into the country was blown up and bombs meant for warriors hit family homes and the enemy soldiers were raping our beautiful daughters and the killing them? AND the world media were reporting us as animals while giving the others complete passes because they report that we are animals who kill our daughters when they try to learn to read or figure numbers even god forbid math laws-created by our ancestors and ALWAYS true ,eternally and everywhere?
Well this Christian woman remembers what happened and remembers who created the hell we are living today: we believed that OIL belonged to us and we took it in any way we could and as Christians we ignored our teachings and joined the Devil to get what we believed we needed while alive on the earth.
Of course things have only grown worse now and as our president doesn't think that we can afford to stop planting landmines, we are witnessing the possible death of our hemisphere due to our acceptance of dangerous gathering of our mother's pulsing fluids. One Native American I read was talking about that-we should never have taken "our Mother's"petroleum that we don't know what we have caused by doing so. That so resonated with me.
My collards are growing beautifully now that I have replanted them in deep soil. They are in containers but there are four plants and perhaps five gallons of soil and they are happy right now. I am looking forward to collards later in the season.
Senator Dingle was on the TV looking as old as a rock but bright and involved. the body is aging as bodies do but his mind is so there so responsive. I was so touched and so moved by his efforts to regain control of the banks,Wall Street after the years of deregulation and the outrageous looting of our collective treasure.
Myself I would bring the robbers up on charges of theft and treason for grand theft by looting our treasure. I am referring to the scoundrel Republicans ( 0h!1 the ones not yet dead. Can't get to Reagan for example) and the ones like Ron Paul and his young son Rand, the so-called Libertarians. Libertarians whom Thom Hartman say are conservatives who want to smoke weed and get laid. I always hoot when I hear that of course I believe Libertarians are folk who still believe that they did it all by themselves and feel a deep need to protect their treasure from others.
Yesterday I gave out this address to a friend. I think she will be the only reader here beyond the astrologer and my beloved who do check in from time to time.
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Well this Christian woman remembers what happened and remembers who created the hell we are living today: we believed that OIL belonged to us and we took it in any way we could and as Christians we ignored our teachings and joined the Devil to get what we believed we needed while alive on the earth.
Of course things have only grown worse now and as our president doesn't think that we can afford to stop planting landmines, we are witnessing the possible death of our hemisphere due to our acceptance of dangerous gathering of our mother's pulsing fluids. One Native American I read was talking about that-we should never have taken "our Mother's"petroleum that we don't know what we have caused by doing so. That so resonated with me.
My collards are growing beautifully now that I have replanted them in deep soil. They are in containers but there are four plants and perhaps five gallons of soil and they are happy right now. I am looking forward to collards later in the season.
Senator Dingle was on the TV looking as old as a rock but bright and involved. the body is aging as bodies do but his mind is so there so responsive. I was so touched and so moved by his efforts to regain control of the banks,Wall Street after the years of deregulation and the outrageous looting of our collective treasure.
Myself I would bring the robbers up on charges of theft and treason for grand theft by looting our treasure. I am referring to the scoundrel Republicans ( 0h!1 the ones not yet dead. Can't get to Reagan for example) and the ones like Ron Paul and his young son Rand, the so-called Libertarians. Libertarians whom Thom Hartman say are conservatives who want to smoke weed and get laid. I always hoot when I hear that of course I believe Libertarians are folk who still believe that they did it all by themselves and feel a deep need to protect their treasure from others.
Yesterday I gave out this address to a friend. I think she will be the only reader here beyond the astrologer and my beloved who do check in from time to time.
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