04/17/2010

Do you use Eris in your thoughts and work? I never have and yet AstroGraph Software blog goes into some detail on Eris. I have never used this heavenly body in my thinking or calculations but I am interested in seeing how She plays in the psychology of those whose charts I work with. I know many astrologers ignore these little heavenly bodies because they cannot be seen and yet Chiron makes my entire chart light up with his eternal sorrow and pain and explains (I think) why I worked so hard to make something of my life and to carry the news to my companions ( an almost exact T-square Mars 4 Taurus 1st house oppose Chiron in 5 Scorpio 7th house both square Saturn 5
Leo 4th house) traditional astrologers will go on and on about my cruelty and viciousness but I put all that behind me before I was 12 by seeing it by understanding where the urge to hurt others came from and making a sacred commitment to turn that darkness on myself rather than spread it around the world-I am not making this up this really happened one day when I had an urge to hurt a little one-I believe that this cruel and painful placement of Chiron activated in my consciousness when I was VERY young.
Okay of this enough but I was using my own personal experience to witness to the power of these little unknown because unseen heavenly bodies. I am interested in your experience especially now that Eris is highlighted in this Aries lunation.
And one last detail on my experience of Chiron-hurting of self is the second best option and the best option is to recognize these urges and to learn to forgive and love and to end the suffering of the world even if one must tramp along scarred and hurting.
This was sent to my astrologer friend who lives close to Washington D.C. I want to start writing more astrology and old-fashioned cooking. I have loved getting some of the subjective and personal stuff out but really who wants to read that?