I am wanting a new house. One with a much larger kitchen with gas range and tall ceilings and tall windows like a house I once visited in San Francisco the stood on a hill in the Noe Valley area. I want three bedrooms and at least 1&1/2 baths. I don't know where I want to live-San Francisco or Berkeley although El Cerrito and Albany are possibilities.
I live on the street so to speak and I need the feeling of being out with people who are busy. Well that is untrue I am almost a recluse I spend so much time at home but when I need something in the world I walk or use the bus which contains a lot of interaction with people I don't know and I learn a lot about how people are seeing things as far as fashion,etc.
I want to change how I have been living. I am now retired. the part of my life as a householder,etc. is over and while I remain the breadwinner,etc I am changing- no longer so willing to be the one doing the heavy lifting, letting go a little.
This thought keeps coming and I feel weary when I think of packing and moving, of cleaning up this place after emptying.
Wanting change not knowing what-Mars retrograde at the end of the retrograde season -3+ Leo-exactly square my natal mars-so I want a change and want more room and elegance and space in my life through images of the expanded home-lots of light and sunshine white and blue space between that which is related.
About Me
- Singing Sparrow
- I almost always write in the early morning. I am an aging hippie living with my husband lover, my adult daughter,my almost adult granddaughter looking for her first full time job and my almost teenage grandson and my sister who is 11 months the younger. As the world prepares for a righteous struggle for individual independence and the correcting of the power of corporations to tell how, where and even when to live i seek the lower level where gardens grow and children learn. +++
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