Tuesday, May 18, 2010

5/18/2010

So much of previews for the upcoming Grand Crosses 2010-2012 that will include Saturn,Uranus,Pluto. took little Bootz for his surgery, heard that A. the grandson is in trouble again-took a plastic,toy gun to school. Had inked out the flouescent part and so scared his teachers to death and they called the cops. child has a grand cross of his own and in the cardinal signs just as this big one now. He needs a father but his father is unavailable and Steve my partner is so regularly talked down by A that I don't think he really respects Steve.
Another subject: I just caught the disrespect and treachery from Amy in regards myself. I had been shocked to hear her talking about her wonderful Mother's Day after I had invited her to come here and she invited Courtney away from here and so they had a wonderful day and I got shit. Today she must have forgotten who she was speaking to and made a remark about how Arvin comes over here and talks about things his grandma wants to hear. I am in a mood to cut her off, to sort of drop her because she only expresses any affection for me when I have money for her. Well A is now 40 and I guess she can make it on her own. I know that at 63 I no longer need to carry her around like some baby bird from hell.

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