Happy Summer Solstice and New Moon in Cancer and partial lunar eclipse-I love the beginning of summer but I always feel sad at the end and the harvest. the changing of the colors, the dust from the harvests and just the end of growing the fulfillment of all that energy that became so obvious in spring just makes me sad. I get over the sadness once the first real cold comes and I can pull out all the cold weather recipes and everyone starts drawing together and then I love late autumn and winter until around the mid winter when I once again grow impatient for spring and warmth and the bright green.
J is in desperate position now-she is evicted but has not been given the go ahead to move into the Sr housing complex. she is so ill with anxiety and yet I am sure she will be able to move and start all over. she went too long without the meds she needs- she has been gentler and kinder than I have ever known her much like the little girl she must have been. I wish that I could be there to support her but I have little money right now.
I am excited to take up the study of political/mundane astrology. I grew weary of doing charts for people like a trained monkey pretending to be important when i don't really have talent as a healer. I just like to play with the archetypes and see what I think about the different combinations and I am interested now in what happens to countries and the nature of the countries and I love the study of something that only interests me and those I know from the internet.
I still plan to take some of the classes Donna Cunningham offers even though I still believe that she is so judgemental-when I mentioned her coldness and crankiness she was taken aback reminds me of Corina but she does understand how to put ideas into the material world and I want to develop my writing and astrology for the joy of the growing and perhaps to earn some money and gain some of the positive attention I always want-find that audience i fear will be disappointed in me (28 Aries rising?) -astro.com is missing all my data eek I wonder what has happened. Back later.
About Me
- Singing Sparrow
- I almost always write in the early morning. I am an aging hippie living with my husband lover, my adult daughter,my almost adult granddaughter looking for her first full time job and my almost teenage grandson and my sister who is 11 months the younger. As the world prepares for a righteous struggle for individual independence and the correcting of the power of corporations to tell how, where and even when to live i seek the lower level where gardens grow and children learn. +++
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