Wednesday, June 3, 2009

wednesday 6/3/2009

So here I am deep into the first week of retirement and I feel weird guilty and kind of lost.
Yesterday went for ffamily therapy with Amy and Arvin and Lisa. Lisa pointed out the obvious that we are much more at peace now even though I always wanted us to have a large house so that we could live together. I wanted us to be safe and when Amy was sleeping all the time and consorting with stupid criminal types I wanted to offer a cave where all could hide. I was afraid and tired and jusst wanted to "put us up".
I was relieved to see amy's new place. The energy is good, the place is clean, the block is good. There are several multi-family dwellings as we say in the newspaper but the energy is up beat and clean none of the criminl energy in that block of Oregon.
Steve and I plan to get Comcast in for them for around $150 a month-that is phone, tv,internet and we plan to buy a rebuilt E-machine from Apple. that will address the need for entertainment and for school work.

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