whew!! What a mess. I am depressed today!! Money is thin once more and the "boys" have entered sexual maturity early, they are only seven months, and "marked" our blankets and mattress. Steve scurried out to get some wet food to replace the dry food in case one of them is having urinary tract problems. Won't know for a couple of days the actual width of this problem but god it has been years since I lived with the scent of cat urine, the strong kind from males. I have had females and no the only female I ever had a problem with that way was the notorious Anna who lived to be twenty one and who would not shut up and who shat upon my pillow,right in the center,when I moved us from Oakland to Marin. I had gone out dancing that evening and when I returned there was my present from the ever smart,wise and powerful Anna who knew that I had made a mistake.
I ran away from my beloved Harwood St because me best friend had a problem with the landlady and had to move and every time that my friend came over the landlady went crazy and I didn't know what to do because another friend's offer to live with her in San Anselmo-what a mistake. I tried to return to school and was so shocked and disoriented and such a mess due to alcohol and poverty and immaturity and regret that I failed which is so sad but over now for years. AND....the smell of cat piss brings this all up-whew.
I am amazed that in the state of Texas they have a man in charge of school books who believes that the earth is ten thousand years old and who is deleting mention of Thomas Jefferson because Jefferson wrote in the idea of separation of church and state.This is so outrageous and I wrote about this over on Starlight and got roasted for denigrating all of Texas and everyone who lives there which I specifically did not do and now I am just leaving Starlight behind-F--k the snooty boougie girls. I grow weary of the little minded, prattling women who idol worship Nancy and are not even astrologers. I will continue to talk with Pat C. who admits that she has also been attacked and hurt and so has turned to gardening,etc to achieve a greater balance.
I recall giving an astrology calss for the same type of woman who complained about the amount of reading,etc required to achieve a beginners level understanding. I was surprised by that wondering what they thought would be required to become fluent in an entire discipline. I also gave up on that preferring to make my living seperate from that world.
More later I pray.
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