early Saturday morning with fresh brewed coffee clean body fresh ready for the mamogram which I don't like but it makes Hecate happy and the practitioners at Kaiser happy so I will do it and even get the sis????scope to make sure nothing is growing too large and taking up room.
The house is full from every room the even breathing and snoring of loved ones. I run out of money I am supporting Amy and her children at the subsistence level oh and I support Steve in part and Buffy in part and I just plain run out of money. Amy seems unable to get any support and is so depressed that she won't do anything.
McCain is now acting out his second scene: after playing out the old rope-a-dope (I think that is what this means) as the lame and senile old fool all but giving the game to Obama he has come back as wiley coyote-mean and menacing and vicious refusing to come to Obamas Superbowl party and announcing publicly that he would not. Now the repugs are stripping out all the human welfare parts of the so called stimulous bill and the popular media talks only the republican side. This while we all slide into the future and I imagine there is a plan afoot to have people like myself and my sister living in tents and god knows what is in the future for Courtney and Arvin. I read an article in The Economist this week about the homeless and the tent cities in Japan. Japan that had wonderful underpinnings with pensions, etc now is like the US and Britain ugly and mean and cruel. I have decided not to retire to keep working even if I end up with 3000 cases=I fear for my pension and SSA I hear the young ones talking about pruning us old dead wood but where are we supposed to go. I have paid for my parents and myself for SSA and for my own pension. My employer has helped but I pay a lot in SSA,Medicare and retirement.
I am wondering if I shouldn't start doing this journal on a private Office for MAC but I like writing for my imaginary friends out there-I know that there is no one to read my thoughts and why would they? My personal life is so narrow there is no excitement there but I find it exciting as I drink my morning coffee. Amy had a deep cough so does Steve-I went and got another flu shot that makes three years in a row plus the pneumonia shot. At any rate I love this typing early in the morning even though typing now really hurts-hand issues more than carpal tunnel I think.