Thursday, March 26, 2009

Hard day

Thursday of the first day back to work-I am tired and listless. One of the social workers-James Crawford had a massive heart attack. The report is that his heart is full of blood clots and I thought cumadin for life. He looks so young and is-48-with bland hair that he wears in a pony tail. We are all surprised and sad-just last week he went into sup Mac's office and said "this job cannot be done" this after weeks and weeks of constant overtime. I don't feel so overworked because I am not a social worker and my job is not impossible but I have been there at times but no longer.
someone has written a biography of Tom Waits. HMMMM wonder when I will buy it wonder how sad it will make me. I remember doing the synestry of our charts all sesqiuqadrates amd semi-squares and all moving away from each other. How I loved him and his music and he just didn't see that in me and preferred Joyce's company. I remember picking up Steve B at the airport and bringing him back to Berkeley and telling him that I couldn't stay over because i was going to spend the envening with Tom. Sadly Steve was impressed-sure sign that he was no longer interested in me. God that was long ago. The last time I saw him was at the Greek Theater just before I started my new job as a welfare worker-long time ago now-I am getting ready to retire.

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