Up early writing in Astroworld to my beloved Sally but the thoughts I think really belong here. will go to listen to Krishnadass sing and I will be swept away. I was amazed that his words and singing would go so far in but there I am, in love with g-d through his singing. I felt an image of Lisa young and beautiful as was I and we were lovers and I lost her through death and began to hate the world and hated life and as I danced and sang to the music I saw that we are eternal and that Lisa is always here as is everyone from that lineage-my father and expecially my grandfather and Aunt Effie, the medicine woman the healer eternally a girl gentle and wise. I started loving India which has never attracted me-I have been attachd to Europe and Christianity and then the European indigenous expression of love for life and light and magic. I never was a hippie longing for a guru but here I am right now drawn to India through Ramdass/Krishnadass.