Awake very early and sitting here at the computer (this was earlier) and peeking through the crack in the curtains was the brilliant quarter moon-last quarter. the light of the moon was so strong that it almost hurt my eyes.
Yesterday visiting Tanouye and Shum. Shum had just gotten back from the Carribbean visiting a friend "without the family". She looked so beautiful and healthy. She has three childrne and works like a man as a surgeon-10 and 12 hour days. She needs a wife for her children.
Yesterday things were more relaxes in the unit although of course not with Charlene. Francisco talked about what others are going through and that relieved me however there was of course no talk of what I finally realized-these people don't like me at all I am nothing to them although I think of them as members of my unit and I like and care for each of them individually. the point being I imagine that i don't have to be superior to anyone. Of course I am not a feeling type-intuitive and an old soul so I guess the feeling type late youn early mature types just don't like me. My family suffered with htis when we lived in Moscow-people just didn't understand them the slow witted sensation/feeling types in Moscow.
About Me
- Singing Sparrow
- I almost always write in the early morning. I am an aging hippie living with my husband lover, my adult daughter,my almost adult granddaughter looking for her first full time job and my almost teenage grandson and my sister who is 11 months the younger. As the world prepares for a righteous struggle for individual independence and the correcting of the power of corporations to tell how, where and even when to live i seek the lower level where gardens grow and children learn. +++
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