10/20/09-an aside about my relationship to money

(just this week did I finally "get" that "it" HAS NEVER BEEN AN ISSUE OF NOT HAVING MONEY BUT OF BEING UNABLE TO "FEED" THE HUNGER THAT ARISES FROM ENVY AND JEALOUSY. Well thank god this is simply my story what a narcissitic rant there but I am so excited to finally realize that I always have had the money but just couldn't realize it. I believed the stories about how poor I was because of..........