Welcome Saturn to Libra: let us pray that some real lawmaking gets doen in the nest 2+ years. Saturn in Libra exalted-the perfect match of thinking and justice.
My mother and all of my friends born in 1953 have Saturn in Libra. Love these folk because they are fair if a little stuck-up because they "get it" that they have the best understanding of the situation.
I have had the flu-kick in the ass sick in bed flu. Horrible depression to go along: I always get depressed when I have the flu or cold seems to me that depression is part of the attack from the godless little creatures we call viruses. I remember reading about them in Biology 1 and commenting that I now understood evil-these little fuckers dtotally live on other people's work just floating along in the Universe looking for some healthy energetic creative productive being to land on and suck that Light one down to a quivering doubting little heap.
QOP engaging in political astrology so much now and I miss her. She was the only real connection I have made on the internet except for Jude Cowell. I think I know how she feels-the Dems are such sell outs will not fight for anyone and the one who seemed to be fighting is a bloated millionaire, Grayson, who just can't be serious and talk as if he is a grown-up.
I am lonely for the connection I felt earlier and I suppose now I will need to write here until I am good at saying what is on my mind and somehow draw those I admire and get along with to my site.
I miss Joyce but realize that relationship there is simply impossibe: always holding my breath waiting for her to start on "ol grandma in her rocking chair" and dissing me because Steve is young and all my grandkids are aroound and as she said "that's why you have your NasCar loving redneck sister around." I think more even than the insults it was that dig about my sister who is disabled has been for years and has no one but me that finally absolutely tore it for me. And for that matter for anyone else in my life who might look down on me for what I attempt for family. I would ask anyone "And how many people of the 7+billion on the planet know you? And of them how many love you and will give you shelter?" Yes!! I thought so. So why not start now to mend things with your family if you can and begin now to build something together if for no other reason than that "darkening of the light".
Joyce is a drunk and drunks will sooner or later choose their poison over anything unless they enter wholeheartedly into treatment and go through a spiritual renewal. Sadlky part oif the spiritual renewal may mean facing the fact that most people do not like us,at least that was part of what happened for me. I had to rrealize that there is a coarseness in me ,a harshness that msot find off putting. Wish that was not so but there we are.
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