Okay!! It is morning and we are headed for Imbolc and I have cleaning and organizing for several days now and "remembered" how to lose weight: the point is to remember what enough food feels like for soemone who weighs 115 pounds. I had forgotten over the years of obesity just what it feels like to have enough for someone one hundred fifteen pounds. I was obese because I had to stay at the desk which I hated for the mind numbing routine involved in monthly welfare calendars-counting those pennies penny for bomb as if the ones at the bottom really were close to eating the entire cake. Neptune in the sixth at 9degrees Libra trine Sun at 4 degrees Gemini and 15 degrees Gemini in the second: addiction in service to Mordor. the horrible thing about addiction is that it crowds out all other awareness. Addiction is the faith in scarcity put into action: I will NEVER have ENOUGH!!
The correct use of that aspect is TO WRITE EVERY DAY. USE DISCIPLINE EFFECTIVELY. SPIRITUAL DISCIPLINE VERY OLD SOUL. WRITING KNOWING THAT I ALWAYS HAVE ENOUGH.
The secret here is to use real discipline that i did develop those 30+ years at Contra Costa County Social Services. Use this discipline now for my own writing. I will make a living with beauty. Also, i have just been ignoring this little compact blessing: this is real spiritual power much like spiritual martial arts: really alive and really conscious
About Me
- Singing Sparrow
- I almost always write in the early morning. I am an aging hippie living with my husband lover, my adult daughter,my almost adult granddaughter looking for her first full time job and my almost teenage grandson and my sister who is 11 months the younger. As the world prepares for a righteous struggle for individual independence and the correcting of the power of corporations to tell how, where and even when to live i seek the lower level where gardens grow and children learn. +++
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