WOW New moon today at 11:13 AM here. Mars at 13 Leo Square Venus 13 Scorpio-this involves J and I with all our Leo and myself with the Scorpio and Taurus. How intense this has been with J even crazy. Last night as I was falling asleep I realized that no matter what she sayd I believe that she is possissed by a demon out to destroy me through her. I believe that she must be drinking because I can't imagine that the real J with the real ,full personality would fall into "hurling invective" like this monster has. I finally surrounded myself in gold light and prayed and also strengthened myself with pink light and fell asleep to not such happy dreams but woke up to peace on the email board and a just saner feeling.
So grateful for the years of study and love and searching for spiritual understanding. I was finally able to use the skills I learned and deal with what was actually a crisis with honor and depth and seriousness. I will no longer accept her invitation to hell-will delete any further emails sent from that monster but will not condemn J to hell.
The Mars Venus transit kicking my butt. Sorry that I didn't look up the planets earlier. In political astrology the big thing is the ?Saturn in Libra square Pluto in Capricorn with everyone wondering what it will bring but no one knows.
Buffy's dementia is really a challenge for me right now. I feel like screaming everytime she says "beautiful day!!" or if it is foggy "it sure is overcast today!!". I keep acting as if nothing has changed and of course "things" have changed. I just try to sit her in front of the TV and keep her happy that way. Well she is back and so I will close for now and go do dishes and distract myself with activity. I really am having a hard time copping right now.
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