Well!! Hello Saturn square Pluto. J has gone completely off her rocker. She has been hating on me for weeks now after months of renewed friendship. she is bringing up stuff from our 20's!! and hurling them at me as if that were just weeks ago rather than 30+ going on 40 years ago. I remember when she shifted and started on the trailer trash,bad mother stuff and when I objected she went totally off her rocker. Either some medication is reacting badly with her system or she has had a psychotic break.
We went to the Miwok village yesterday at Pt Reyes. I wanted to stay and sleep in one of the teepees and do a sweat in one of the round houses. The garden was wonderful even in the late part of the year. the wood strawberries had a few leaves. I thought how thrilling those little sweet berries must have been once they were in season and grown.
Our senior cat Bebe has turned into a sweet loving cat with the new babies and with us. We are amazed since she was always so harsh and unfriendly to almost everyone and did not tolerate other cats. Now she wants to be a baby herself even when takes care of the little ones-she licks them and nips them and sleeps with them.
Yesterday was so beautiful-relaxing and inspiring. I really don't rememberwhen Steve and I were out last. We even had lunch at Pt Reyes Station. We had a soup that I am going to attempt to duplicate-a non-dairy cauliflower soup. Thge soup was yellow-orange and I thought that the chef had used pumpkin or winter squash but the waitress said no the color is from tumeric. I was right on my other guesses-onion,garlic,celery and cauliflower all sauted with olive oil. Yumhhh we all loved it. We were shocked by the expence of taking three people out for lunch but that is the way things are now and it was so worth it to us. We atill feel the warmth of the wonderful field trip this morning. That actually lifted our spirits and that is no cliche-we both feel the difference.
Looked up J's planets on a whim well no whim since I am an astrologer and she is attacking me these days. Venus in Cancer square Neptune in Libra natally. Obviously getting hit hard by Saurn in Libra and Pluto in Capricorn-perhaps one of the drugs she is using for her health issues is causing the trouble but I do know that she is in for some awful trouble. Hating on me will only worsen her condition. OOOH!! Pluto sq Chiron and Saturn conjunct Chiron-deep sorrow and regret there perhaps too much to face alone. Whatever is going on I won't be able to help although I did start praying for her yesterday and will continue to do so when she comes to mind.
Today is Steve's party: vegie chili and yellow cake with fudge frosting. A few of our friends are coming over and the menu is easy on me and very popular.
Dreamed of Wayne Parker last night who left without saying goodbye. I was sad and troubled in my dream. Still working out my years working in CCC Social Services and those years of service. Of course I would need to such a huge hunk of my life. I am so grateful for that and for the friends from that era.
I am looking forward to going to the store this morning and getting all the items needed for the party and then the cooking and baking.
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