whew!! turned things around for a bit. Steve gone for a few days and leaves a big hole-I really lean on him to get tings done. Disabled sister,incapacitated daughter, two teenage kids and one cat. that is home these days with a dead old car and no laundry facilities and a couple of days with precious little cash. Comcast even turned off the computer for a couple of days but finally I called and got someone to turn it back on with the promise to pay $237 next Thursday for unpaid bills that they have never mentioned or requested-returned check for $124 and then all the other charges-jeez but here i sit with my favorite tool the computer although I only do the internet.
Tseka has captured my imagination with her ongoing story of her friend a little bobcat/wildcat that comes to her home and talks to her-oh blessings on us that she shares this. She is also a painter and jewelry maker-I plan to get one of her necklaces later.
Gaza-disgusting stories of what the Israeli military with US $$$ and weapons are doing there/ The viciousness stuns me pure racism and hatred the type of stuff we do to brown people. I recall that this is when I really began to hate Clinton and his administration when they were destroying Yugoslavia. the destruction of hospitals, public records, schools,etc while raining terror,literal terror from the sky AND blaming it all on someone else the military leader of that region who was committing genocide but what were we doing i ask. What can we dream as long as we create the weapons that are being used. We truly need a miracle a solution from a greater level of consciousness. I wonder what people are thinking and hoping when they develop bombs that tear people apart, pulverize buildings, or when they load white phospherous. Oh Holiness we need a miracle.
There is absolutely no way a spiritually evolved person can participate in patriotism. I understand loving our homes, loving our community but to love the "country" when part of the "country" is to develop evil in capsules is to fail to understand-we need to have a greater inclusion so that we can understand the pain of those we assult and murder.